Almost Time


Two days until I leave. Rob and I have been fighting. Chandler sees no need to alter his routine. Alia is on double-melt-down duty. Neviyah wants to breastfeed fifteen times from 7 p.m. until 4 a.m. *sigh*

I find it hard to believe that I am going to be on a plane to Israel soon. I feel completely ready and also completed unprepared. I am mostly done with packing but there are still a few items left. I have this fear that when we weigh my luggage, it will be too heavy (over 70 lbs) and the airline will say, "Sorry. Can't take this!" I haven't learned how to use the new camera. Since I am the designated picture person for the trip, I really need to get on that. Haven't researched everything/place that I have wanted to. a nonphysical way, I am ready. Deep in my spirit, I am ready. I have been waiting for this opportunity for at least four years now.

Israel, here I come. Here I am.